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Ali Zaidi
10 May 2009 @ 05:41 pm





Dear World & LJers,

   After a very long time of 9 years living in loneliness and craving for love and affection from someone, I finally found THE girl of my dreams; well actually she found me and it was here in LiveJournal. This (post) is the story of my life, chronicling how I found the love of my life... 

   It was out of the clear blue sky one day on Feb. 11th, 2009 that I saw a comment on one of my post here on LJ by "I"
. It was nothing significant or anything, just a simple comment; but it sure opened the gates to a whole new beginning and adventure that neither of us were aware of or knew about. I commented back and duly received a reply. I was so happy to find out how she looked like in her avatar and her user pics here and it stirred emotions in me and I got more interested in this person; especially because no one had ever commented on any of my post before her.

   So after a few exchange of comments here on livejounal I asked her if I could call her and if we could talk on the phone. She declined but agreed to communicate through instant messenger. We did so, and after a couple of days we exchanged phone numbers. I was so nervous and scared the first time.
Well we talked and it went really well n smooth, to both our surprise. I mean "I" was nervous too, funny thing is we both confessed to it the same time.. lol. We spoke for about an hour the first time! Guess it means something eh?!

   Our feelings grew stronger for each other as we spoke everyday on the phone. We exchanged self-portraits and pictures of places and things we both liked. I was reluctant on sharing and talking about her with my folks. I didn't know what was to come out of it all; even though I just knew that this girl, this person I had met was no "chance" or a rendezvous over the internet... it was MUCH more than that and then some! I took one day at a time, while waiting for the next impatiently and with eagerness to share more and open up to her like a book. I wanted to know everything about her and her to know everything about me. That's how it should be I think, no lies, no hidden secrets. Transparency all the way! Funny thing is, she opened up like a book to me as well, like a newly hatched butterfly opening it's wings and revealing all it's majestic beauty to the world - but in this case it was only for me, just for me!!






(..... will continue soon)





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Current Location: Santa Clara, CA
Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: Phil Collins: One More Night
 
 
Ali Zaidi
06 May 2009 @ 04:20 pm




THE RHYTHM OF MY LIFE

Days past by and nights go cold
Lingering in my mind and in my heart
Her face and smile like incense in the air
And I find myself lost in it.

So very close and yet, so so far away
I hear her call out my name.
And every waking moment is for me to bear
This cruel fact, that I'm not
with her there!!

How merciless can life be for lovers
One can't imagine till one truly falls in love
For every rose is guarded by thorns around
Alas! my lover resides
in such a rose.

Oh! how I want to reach out and be with her
But are thorns in front that lay for me
Ready to tear me and water it with my blood,
The very rose in which my lover resides.



.


The love of my life, my wife and my best friend... I will always, always love you "Pee-Pee"
no matter what!!

I know tha
t you gave me your heart, and have loved me to the fullest, more than you possibly could perhaps! For this I am and will always be grateful to you!!
I want the whole world to know that Pee-Pee is loved, and that there is a person that values her and loves her for all that she has to give and what she is.

My friend, my love, my wife... you will ALWAYS be there with me in my heart, and in my eyes no matter what happens.




~ I LOVE YOU ~

...

 

 
 
Current Location: Santa Clara
Current Mood: Agony
Current Music: Sacrifice, Jesus To A Child
 
 
Ali Zaidi
04 May 2009 @ 03:02 pm

 
 
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Current Mood: anxious
 
 
Ali Zaidi
24 February 2009 @ 08:34 am


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Ali Zaidi
21 February 2009 @ 02:47 am







I don't feel angry or hatred or animosity towards these motherfucking bimbos... I feel SORRY for them that they can't see...they shall however, on the Day Of Judgment !!




 

 
 
Current Mood: bitchy
 
 
Ali Zaidi
15 February 2009 @ 06:03 pm






No bird sings near my window anymore,
No breeze fills the emptiness I'm trapped within;
Like a pebble, I lay motionless and ignored.

The storms inside my head rage and confusion abounds
No one hears my screams, and no one feels my pain no more.
Deserted - I try to heal these inner wounds myself.

No flower blossoms in my garden anymore
No butterflies visit me to say "hello"
Only the weed grows, and worms abound.

Rotting with time, as if cursed by fate
My mind rusts and the heart dies with an ache
Life seems meaningless, and I see it fade away into the darkness of time.



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Current Location: Home
Current Mood: blank
 
 
Ali Zaidi
11 February 2009 @ 11:02 am





What use is thy heart,
If it loveth someone not...
Of what use art thy eye,
If they seeketh a lover not?!

The winds bring the message of love
And your ears refuse to hear;
Your heart beats within, and sings a song
But you bury it out of fear...

Such opposition towards nature
Starve your body, your heart, your soul;
To sleep alone and none to share your dreams...
You're like the dead - that lay without a soul !

Come and let out your hand to me,
Open your cage and set your heart afree...
For it to sing beside me
A song, together in Love and Harmo
ny



~ a poem I had written a while ago... when I could still feel "love



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Current Mood: melancholy
 
 
Ali Zaidi
01 February 2009 @ 02:09 am

Cake
Originally uploaded by Flacosaurus Rex

Now THAT's eating a cake!! :-D

 
 
Ali Zaidi
09 January 2009 @ 12:06 am
  There a lot of links and blogs I have been stumbling upon a lot of links and blogs on pro-Palestine and/or anti-Israeli. These are people who dare to speak up and make others aware of what is REALLY happening and how it goes down in real life - up front!!

  I have divided the list into "links" and "blogs". So those of you who are too eager to know more (or criticize more) can just check out the links. Whereas, those who want to
read all about it can go to the blogs and check them out.

BLOGS :

desertpeace.wordpress.com/
http://freealzaidi.com/
www.rebelliousarabgirl.net/

LINKS :

www.jewsagainstzionism.com/


(... to be continued soon)

 
 
Current Mood: bitchy
 
 
Ali Zaidi
  After receiving some criticism and "feedback" from people on my previous post on Israelis and Zionist (in particular), I have been looking around more and much harder to give evidence to those who are so blinded and "dead inside" that they don't call out against oppression! A VERY politically active blog is : http://desertpeace.wordpress.com/

 Anyone who wants to point a finger at my beliefs and what I think about Zionists, should definitely have a look (or more) at that link.

I want to make aware to all those Jews and particularly the Zionists the orthodox position of the Zionist is, according to a Rabbi
Joel Teitelbaum

"Rabbi Joel Teitelbaum, was a Talmud scholar of the first rank. In his book “Va Yoel Moshe”, he made clear the orthodox position on Zionism, based not upon his personal opinion or prejudices, but upon midrash (biblical interpretation). In reference to Tractate Kesubos 111a of the Talmud, Teitelbaum states that God and the people of Israel exchanged three vows prior to the exile from ancient Israel:

1. That the Jewish people would not ascend to the Holy Land as a group using force.
2. That the Jewish people would not rebel against the governments of countries in which they lived.
3. That the Jewish people would not, by their sins, prolong the coming of the Jewish Messiah.

Rabbi Teitelbaum was not alone in this view. Many Hasidic rabbis share his convictions with respect to Zionism.
"



 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: sad
 
 
Ali Zaidi
 It is so sad that everyone talks about the holocaust and the massacre of Jews that took place in Europe and in other parts where they were before during the times.

 However, no one talks about the massacre, the genocide, the "holocaust" that USA and the like are doing to the Muslims in these times. Everyone says or calls out a "Muslim terrorist", what was Hitler I ask?? Wasn't he a Christian?! Why do you not call him a "Christian terrorist"?? The framing of words and stereotyping of a particular community of population in the world, and marking them as the ONLY terrorists in the world is purely political and diplomatic.

 Jews all over the world were "kicked out" like stray dogs from their homes and homeland, many fled for their lives like coward sheep in order to save themselves. Only ONE PLACE and ONE PEOPLE gave them refuge and place to stay and thrive! The Muslims in Palestine. Slowly but surely for 50 yrs. plus, like termites in a house, they penetrated and made hollow the sanctuary and now we all know what is happening! No christian country or people gave them refuge, no one else other than the Muslims of Palestine.

 Jews came and found their piece of land in the USA as well - NYC and Washington D.C. Everyone knows the American government is run by Zionists and the so called the "fort mason" family. They have not been able to take over the land per se. However, they have definitely fractured the family structure that was present since the early Europeans came. Homo-sexuality and Homo-sexual marriages are becoming "normal" and more widely accepted. The fabric of family structure has been torn and degraded to mere sexual deviations. Love and Peace has been converted to Lust and Greed.

 Kids at school, in their 8th grades are shown movies of Holocaust and are brain washed with facts that most likely don't exist or are exaggerated a multiple times. Such is the functioning of Jews and at such level of society.

Jews are surely termites amongst us!




 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: productive
 
 
Ali Zaidi
03 January 2009 @ 04:32 pm



 
Made n Posted on deviantART by Benheine :~ benheine.deviantart.com/art/For-Muntadar-Al-Zaidi-108237306#
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Current Mood: awake
 
 
Ali Zaidi
Man, I've NEVER seen anything like this!!

It's the art project of the centu
ry... lol You HAVE to see it !!










Link to the Page


 
 
Current Location: San Francisco
Current Mood: flirty
 
 
Ali Zaidi
08 December 2008 @ 06:34 pm


This is what X-Mas is all about... the government turning its people into shopping whores...





... and people just play along !!



 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: lethargic
 
 
Ali Zaidi
13 November 2008 @ 10:05 pm
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Ali Zaidi
13 November 2008 @ 09:55 pm


First off, gay couples/homosexuality is WRONG!!

Secondly, if some guy wants his ass fucked by another guy - just do it! Don't get the whole state and country involved you know.

Marriage is a religious-social act, and this is nothing but a mockery of it. If two people want to be living together and stay together (meaning homosexual), then just live together!! Why is there a need to be "married" ?? I think the fact that they can say "we're married" is a cover-up or an excuse to remove their guilty conscience. If they are not ashamed/guilty/feel wrong about being homosexuals, then what is the NEED to be married?!

Laws, federal or state, apply and reflect the views of the common. Common people and general population still view marriage as an act between a male and a female and not in any other way. So to change laws that would just cater to some is absurd - even if it is becoming a popular "trend" to be gay or at-least bisexual, esp. among the young generation in teens at an alarming rate.

I don't expect people to accept or encourage my point of view. It is however, my point of view. You may find it worth accepting and accept it. It doesn't matter to me. I feel there are limits to which people need to adhere, no matter how "modern" they get with time.



"Change is good, but mutation is a totally different thing"




 
 
Current Location: Santa Clara
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: Made of Glass by ATB
 
 
Ali Zaidi
23 September 2008 @ 06:31 pm

  I have been using T-mobile as a carrier for my mobile phone service for quite a while now. I was using Nextel which was bought by Sprint later on, but that didnt quite cut it. The main reason why I went for T-mobile was because it is GSM service, meaning it has phones that use a SIM card instead of CDMA technology. So I figured I could use any other phone I chose and liked. I didn't have to choose the "crappy" phones that were used here in the USA.
 

 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
Ali Zaidi
22 September 2008 @ 07:20 am
  If I had my own office... i'd definitely have this down!!!  Hhhmm.... but till then, I guess i'll try persuading my boss to try it out.. :-)

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Current Location: home
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: fan thats running behind me
 
 
Ali Zaidi
22 September 2008 @ 03:33 am
  I was thinking about it a lot the other day, about how much time I waste on just surfing and appreciating others work online. How much I see and always wonder how they might have done that or what it takes to do that?

  I came up with this plan of allotting time for "studying and practicing" photoshop from my books. I already have had Adobe Photoshop for Photographers CS2 by Martin Evening and Photoshop CS Artistry by Barry Hanes & Wendy Crumpler. So I planned on fixxing myself a "3 hour Class". 1 hour of reading the book and 1 hour of practicing that I read and 1 hour of using what I learnt on my own pics. I hope it'll launch me into being a much better editor that I am right now.

 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: none
 
 
Ali Zaidi
12 September 2008 @ 12:18 am




  Nadia has constantly amazed me by her self-portraits by the fact that she does not adhere to just one part of the body/emotion to portray "herself" but uses and re-uses various techniques.... showing off all or just an inch of herself; and yet she succeeds in her goal - of self-portrayl.


[ Do check more of her amazing work on her dA website:~
 
nadiawicker.deviantart.com/  ]

 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: curious
 
 
 
 

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