Dear World & LJers,
After a very long time of 9 years living in loneliness and craving for love and affection from someone, I finally found THE girl of my dreams; well actually she found me and it was here in LiveJournal. This (post) is the story of my life, chronicling how I found the love of my life...
It was out of the clear blue sky one day on Feb. 11th, 2009 that I saw a comment on one of my post here on LJ by "I". It was nothing significant or anything, just a simple comment; but it sure opened the gates to a whole new beginning and adventure that neither of us were aware of or knew about. I commented back and duly received a reply. I was so happy to find out how she looked like in her avatar and her user pics here and it stirred emotions in me and I got more interested in this person; especially because no one had ever commented on any of my post before her.
So after a few exchange of comments here on livejounal I asked her if I could call her and if we could talk on the phone. She declined but agreed to communicate through instant messenger. We did so, and after a couple of days we exchanged phone numbers. I was so nervous and scared the first time. Well we talked and it went really well n smooth, to both our surprise. I mean "I" was nervous too, funny thing is we both confessed to it the same time.. lol. We spoke for about an hour the first time! Guess it means something eh?!
Our feelings grew stronger for each other as we spoke everyday on the phone. We exchanged self-portraits and pictures of places and things we both liked. I was reluctant on sharing and talking about her with my folks. I didn't know what was to come out of it all; even though I just knew that this girl, this person I had met was no "chance" or a rendezvous over the internet... it was MUCH more than that and then some! I took one day at a time, while waiting for the next impatiently and with eagerness to share more and open up to her like a book. I wanted to know everything about her and her to know everything about me. That's how it should be I think, no lies, no hidden secrets. Transparency all the way! Funny thing is, she opened up like a book to me as well, like a newly hatched butterfly opening it's wings and revealing all it's majestic beauty to the world - but in this case it was only for me, just for me!!
(..... will continue soon)
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